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Saturday, May 13, 2006
9:57:00 PM
i absolutely dunnoe wad i'm thinking in this small brain of mine. i cant seem to concentrate even when i'm finally out of house. seeing my image reflections make it worst. i seemed to be trap in a world which i dun even know. sigh sigh sigh. mayb it's all because of the truth i knew. now, i no longer trust u... or anyone.

i dunnoe wad i still can do... or wad shld i do frankly. i know, i should heed yangpin's advice; be thankful tt i've seen ur true colours.. but yet, i realised u meant so much to me. these years that we have gone through are not like anyhow anyhow jus went through. it's the tears, fun and joy which we have got. if not, i would have already pick up a quarrel or smt with you.

haiz. wadever la. the decision is yours, i'm not anybody who should interfere in it.